pilgrim's prayer

or....  i have arrived nowhere


although i may have travelled all the roads,
crossed mountains and valleys from East to West,
if i have not discovered the freedom to be myself,

i have arrived nowhere

although
i may've shared all my possessions
with people of other languages and cultures;
made friends with Pilgrms of a thousand paths,
or shared alburgue with saints and princes,
if i am not capable of forgiving my neighbor tomorrow,

i have arrived nowhere.

although
i well may have carried my pack from beginning to end
and waited for every Pilgrim in need of encouragement,
or given my bed to one who arrived later than i,
given my bottle of water in exchange for nothing;
if upon returning to my home and work,
i am not able to create brotherhood
or to make happiness, peace and unity,

i have arrived nowhere.

although
i may've had food and water each day
and enjoyed a roof and shower every night;
or may have had my injuries well attended,
if i have not discovered in all that the love of God,

i have arrived nowhere.

although i may have seen all the monuments
and contemplated the best sunsets;
(observed,  if you will,  rainbows)
although i may have learned a greeting in every language,
if i have not discovered who is the author
of so much free beauty and so much peace,

i have arrived nowhere

if from today i do not continue walking on your path,
searching and living according to what i have learned:
if from today i do not see in every person,  friend or foe
a companion on the Camino;
if from today i cannot recognize God,
the God of Jesus of Nazareth
as the one God of my life,

i have arrived nowhere.


                                                                                Fraydino